Mirror Mirror on The Wall

 

Right now, my blog is a mirror. Essentially, that’s what it is. It’s a reflection of who I am, with the past written in zeroes and ones. My blog name, RozezandAnglez’s Blog is simple and to the point. It’s my username and the possession of the blog. RozezandAngelz I got from one of my book’s Kissed By An Angel by Elizabeth Chandler. I’ve linked the title to the GoodReads Page on this book. I loved the ideas of Angels, and this novel has family, romance, Angels, and a slight heartbreak. I say slight even though it has brought me to tears everytime. The idea of Angels has stuck with me, and now my statement name. It’s been awhile since I’ve read it, but it was enough to leave such an impression. The book doesn’t define me, but with everybook I read, it’s part of me now- a compilation of stories.

My theme/design has changed a couple times. It’s been dark and brooding, and light and airy. The theme I’m using now is Fitactive. I like the different forms for computer/smartphone/tablet. I’ve found it easy to use, and easy to navigate. The color scheme is cute and I have a couple pictures with my friends on it in which I felt like a million bucks. The header is back from our tennis banquet and the profile picture is from our holiday concert..

My About/Bio page is a nice short sweet quote: You have your whole life ahead of you. Don’t spend all your time in the past. It doesn’t go into much depth at all about who I am, or what this blog is about. I think the quote says that I’m an optimist and my past has been a bit blotchy, but I’m looking up. When I wrote Hi, it was when I first got the blog, you know at 2 am in the morning during one of my many sleepless nights. I think I’ve definitely changed since then, thanks to major life events and having this blog to write on. You Only Get One Shot At Life. Play Your Cards Right, And That’s Enough was what I wrote beginning of the 2013-2014 school year, and I have a picture from one of my favorite movies, Peter Pan, at the top of the page.

I was nominated by __________ to post 5 pictures of when I felt beautiful

Online, there is a post going around Facebook: I was nominated by __________ to post 5 pictures of when I felt beautiful. Personally? This is an amazing idea- it encourages both guys and girls to really think back to a time, not when they think they looked beautiful, but felt beautiful and sharing them with others.

I was nominated by Me to post 5 pictures of when I felt beautiful

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Yesterday was a bad day

Yesterday was a bad day, but it turned around before I went to bed last night, and for that I am immensely grateful. There’s been this rut that I’ve been in for the last couple days, and I just needed to get out of it. This whole thing with Superman was confusing. We talked yesterday afternoon, and then talked on the phone last night for a couple hours (on the phone). It was really nice, and I missed it. I told him that I still have feelings for him, and if all he wanted was to be friends, we would be friends, and when he wanted more, I would love that. I didn’t tell him that he would have a lot of groveling to do. Actually, that might be a bit intense- I just don’t want him to leave again because he doesn’t want a girlfriend at the moment. He said that he can still see us together this fall.

I never understood why a girl would still want to be with a guy after they broke up. I guess it’s because they still care about the other person. At least, that’s why I would still want to be with him.

 

My Day In Words

“That’s the thing about people who mean everything they say; they think everyone else does too.”

“Never gave a second thought, and now it’s too late.”

“We don’t see things as they are. We see things as we are.”

“There’s nothing wrong with you. There’s a lot wrong with the world you live in.”

“The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than not was, and the present worse than it is.”

“Because what’s the point in them being happy if they’re going to be sad later? The answer, of course, is that they’re going to be sad later.”

“Time and space is never going to make sense.”

“We build these walls around ourselves, placing bricks between us and everyone else, telling ourselves that we’re protecting ourselves, just staying safe.”

“Believing in something, someone, is hard. Sometimes when you let yourself fall too hard, suddenly it’s gone.”

“You ever walk into a situation where you know exactly what’s going to happen, and then you go into it anyways and then when what you’re afraid of happens, you kick yourself because you should have known better. But that’s just who you are, so you keep punishing yourself.”